V A N E S S A
I told the world one day I would pay it back
Say it on tape and lay it, record it, so that one day I could play it back, but I don't even know if I believe it when I'm saying that. Doubt startin' to creep in everyday it's just so grey and black.
Hope, I just need a ray of that 'cause no one sees my vision. When I play it for 'em, they just say it's wack but they don't know what dope is. And I don't know if I was awake or a sleep when I wrote this. All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest. You picked me up, breathed life in me. I owe my life to you.
Before the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like i do, but it just dawned on me: you last a son. See this light in you? It's dark. Let me tum on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you. I don't think you realize what you mean to me, not the slightest clue. 'Cause me and you we're like a crew. I was like you sidekick. You gon' either wanna fight when I get off this fucking mic, or you gon' hug me, but I'm out of options, there's nothing else I can do cause.
I'm about to lose, my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
... I need a doctor
I'm just .. me